I thought I'm like another girls in common. Having a fun childhood, growing as a teenage, finding love, getting married, looking after cute children, growing old together with a valentine. Sadly, God wants me to be different. He gives me a special story. He lets me losing my beloved one.
So be it. Sometimes, some people are better staying in heart, not in life for some reasons. Though, it is a hell when a person who used to gives the best memories, now that person is just a memory. The most hurting thing isn't remembering those who hurt you but being left by those who color your life with smiles.
Really sorry my dear God. It is not blaming You. I'm just a girl who looking for the reason why it is happened. Even sometimes when I've found it, I'm still pretending I know nothing. I beg you, dun let this change me. I just always wanna be Your good girl.
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